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Can I?Can I cut now?
See you've made me sad
I want to cut my heart out
Would that make you think me bad?

Can I have that blade?
It looks so fine and sharp
With it my scars are made
For its perfect for tearing my arm apart.

Can I bleed now?
Just a little blood
I'm not sure how
But I will get some blood

Can you leave me alone to cry?
I just want a shoulder to cry on
I'll say I'm fine when you pass by
Yet my tears fall with the setting of the sun

Can you give me a hug?
And say I'm not ok
Even if I say you're an annoying bug
Please don't ever go away

PressureBelieve in a lie, stay empty inside.

Hearts will be broken, hope is chokin.

Emotions they don't care about, they just shout.

Starved of love, hated is above.

They just don't care, as long as you're out of their hair.

The stabbing pain of words, the slamming of doors.

Broken your left, hoping for death.

But you dare don't give in, don't let their knife sink in.

Stand up tall, watch them fall.

They can't break your will, power your dreams still.

You are worth more than all the tears the make you lose.

Would You Care?If I cut,
Would you care?
Or would you let me bleed out there?

If I jumped,
Would you care?
Or would you let me fall down there?

If I cried,
Would you care?
Or would you let my tears stay there?

If I died,
Would you care?
Or would you leave me lying there?

FadingLosing hope in everything,
Don't care what the future brings.
We're all gonna die anyways,
Why not tomorrow, why not today?

Tell me the reason, my purpose in life,
Tell me, why not suicide?
Give me reasons why I should live,
If I took my life, could you forgive?

I'm sorry, I know you thought I was stronger,
But I told you I can't take it any longer.
You told me these things, I told you I'm not,
I tried, I fought, again I lost.

This battle with myself, I've had enough,
Endured so much, depression's tough.
Battling addiction of self-harm too,
You have no idea what I've gone through.

I wanted to tell you.. So many times I'd trie

This ItchIt started as an itch, now blood flows from your wrist.
This nightmare from your dreams, your life it sucks clean.
It leaves you with nothing, but keeps your heart beating.
Hurt beyond repair, left broken full of despair.
This itch that won't leave, the one you hide with your sleeve.
Calling out you're name, saying you are the one to blame.
No matter how dark it is, you can never find bliss.
It haunts till the deed is done, because then it has won.
Once it begins, you are never the won that wins.
Curse this evil itch, leaving you with wounds to stitch.
Cured with the love of a friend, I will help you fight it till the end.

The PastI'm looking towards the past.
Help me turn away.
The memories are racing fast.
I wish I didn't remember that day…

I'm searching harder for the past.
To make old habits okay.
Help me turn away.
I'm slowly returning to that day

They've made me forget.

I'm looking towards the past.
Help me turn away.
The memories are racing fast.
I wish I didn't remember that day…

I'm searching harder for the past.
To make old habits okay.
Help me turn away.
I'm slowly returning to that day

When suicide was okay.

And I held on in the back of my mind
Without even realizing
And I can't hold my breath no longer
No matter how hard I tr

psycho bitchI'm the one who's gonna take a fork
scoop out your eye
and
eat it like a spider with a fly.
Because you took out ma heart
and
stamped on it
like it meant nothing...
You LEFT with my love..
how am I supposed to give you more?
don't corner me
coz
you can't catch me.
you've cast a web that's too big to handle
I'll escape
you've taken a knife to my chest
I'll evade it.
I took a needle full of toxin's and stuck it in your throat
I kinda smiled while I watched you CHOKE.
You once treated my heart like a joke.
(well not anymore..)
you got what you deserved clean and fair
Have good luck finding heaven
Coz I'm not gonna take you there.
See you in hell
you fucking rotten piece of shit
you took my heart and fucking ate it
soo..
I ripped out your guts and fed them to the pond duck's
whilst singing lalalalala.
You may have turned me into a psychotic bitch
but you know what?
IT WAS WORTH IT
because..
now your dead..
DEAD AND GONE!!!
you won't be coming back
and I won't mourn.

With these ScarsWith these scars we shall fade away
So save your prayers for another day
Stand back and ignore the pains
The past leave such terrible stains
A tear is shed for those who laugh
Keep going, steady yourself with the staff
Stay inside of nothing with yourself alone
Make sure the true you is never shown
Emotions don't work
So hide behind an evil smirk
They say be who you are
But what if you are just a blur?
Lost on the words they say
Caught on fire like dried hay
In the middle of an ocean of doubt
It's all right if you have to shout
Just please leave the knives behind
I don't want them to make your skin signed
What will it take t

Prove it"Yes"
"No"
"Come on"
"Please no"
"Come on, you can do it"
"But.."
"It's not that difficult!
You just put it on your skin and cut"
"But what will they think?"
How many times do I have to say it? They don't care!
They never did!
So come on"
"But.."
"No but, no if, do it!
Yeah girl cry, it's good"
*sobs*
"Come on, you deserve it"
"Yes, that's true"
"Where are you so afraid of?"
"You"
"That's good, now do it!"
"Yes, auw! That hurts"
"That's the point
Weak girl"
I'm not weak!!!"
"Prove it"

I can'tI don't want to live anymore.
Leave me alone to die.
I don't want to make everyone sad anymore.
Because of my fails.
I fail in everything I do.
Nobody but me.
I don't want to live to everyone's expectations.
I'm done
I'm so done.
I want to get out of this hell.
Let me end it, please!
I can't do this anymore
I'm tired of this shit.
I can't go on anymore.

I just can't!

Get me a rope (and I will tie my neck)get me a rope

and I will tie my neck

hang it on the ceiling

and then kick off the chair

get me a rope

and I will tie my neck

and I will fall off limply

and then I will be dead

get me a rope

and I will tie my neck

and then I will not suffer

your unrequited love again

get me a rope

and I will tie my neck

I hope you will not scream

as blood oozed down my head

get me a rope

and I will tie my neck

don't cry-oh no! don't.

just know it's all your fault

get me a rope

and I will tie my neck

I will be forever dead

leaving you eternally haunted.

What if?What if you couldn't get away,
away from your enemy?
What if you were your enemy,
the enemy that hurts you?
What if every drop of happiness burned,
burned you to the core?
What if every drop of pain hurt,
hurt you to the core?
What if you couldn't get away from the burn,
the burn and the hurt?
What if you couldn't get away?
What if i never get away?

Song of SorrowIf sorrow could sing
It would sound like this.
If it had a voice
It would be this one.
It would make you shiver,
You would forget how to breathe.
And if birds could weep
Their voices would sound
As a great orchestra
Of beautiful tones.

Close your eyes.

Do you hear the rain?
The angels' tears fall from above.
Their clear voices,
So captivating, beautiful
Full of yearning.
I can feel them deep inside my heart,
Where their voices will resonance
For an eternal time.

DeceptionA rubber band on my wrist,
A fake smile blurred over my mouth,
The words "I'm fine" are really a shout.
You have no idea what it means,
I hide it all so well,
But not everything's always as it seems.
Fooled by deception, fooled by lies,
The invisible mask is a great disguise.
Clever I am, clever I'm not,
The truth is what's being sought.

when I cutI pick up the razor blade,
I take a deep breath.
I look down at my pail skin,
I place the razor blade on it.
I take another deep breath,
I close my eyes and then open them again.
I pull the razor blade across my flesh,
I take the blade and do the same,
on the rest of my arm.
then I'm done,
the pain is the best release I've had.

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by ~CrystalinRyo, Aug 25, 2012, 4:48:15 PM
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A blade down the wrist,
A tear down the cheek
And you say she is weak

An empty heart
Lost in the darkest night
As she losses her will to fight

Blood pools beneath her
But the pain she doesn't feel
These scares will never heal

A soul is lost
It's cries for help ignored
Now forever lost in a casket made of board

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~Emo-Artist-Midnight Nov 30, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

God, I know how you feel...
This is a very good write!

~CrystalinRyo Nov 30, 2012

thanks!

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~Kingpencil Aug 25, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Wow. This is...holy crap! This is very movng! This is very good!

~CrystalinRyo Aug 25, 2012

thank you!

~Kingpencil Aug 25, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Not a problem! Keep up the poetry! It's very good!

~CrystalinRyo Aug 25, 2012

thanks again!

~Kingpencil Aug 25, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

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